I think it’s safe to say that no one reads my tumblr or looks at it.
This may be my first night in months where I am alone after getting off work and not tired enough to fall asleep so I could browse the internet.
I’m packing my bowl. And I suddenly realize how a lot of things have come full circle. I have not lived a long time, but I’ve been through enough to where I have a great scale of perspective.
I no longer have fleeting, depressive thoughts about my past. I’m almost completely over my anxiety of being jobless and out of school. I have a partner that I irrevocably care about. I make money and pay for my bills in full. And I don’t have any secrets.
I never thought I would be where I am. I never thought I could be happy again. I never thought that I could sleep through the night without nightmares of past experiences. All I needed was time. So I applaud myself, time, and the future.
-pats self on back-